Anime Life: Yes, it’s normal to feel sad

I feel sad. There. I said it.

I dropped the first semester since I’m moving to manila. Of course, comparing myself to Ryuugamine Mikado is inevitable.  I was all excited about this new life I’m about to take…but now I’m going there soon. I’m slowly absorbing everything and slight annoying words or happenings increase my sadness to a higher level.

It’s not just about one thing. It’s about everything that’s happening recently, compressing itself into one package. Opening it is like releasing Pandora’s Box. Oh, look at me. All emo and fucking negative.

Among everything I dislike, the one I detest the most is being negative. You can’t help it sometimes, right? And I do my best to avoid people when I feel that way because I don’t want them getting my negative aura. I don’t want to cause any trouble to anyone. Especially to people who I care the most. ( Is it who or whom? Fuck my grammar. )

I’ve become attached to some guy I’ve never met in real life, ex-koibito is sending out group messages of how his life is going and I don’t freakin care that’s why it annoys me that much, I’m leaving the place where I was born ( for good. ) and what else? Oh, the thing I love the most is anime. And I feel so freakin sad that I don’t have that same mentality towards it compared to the girl otaku I was before. It must be because of what’s going on in my life lately.

Being single is fucking rewarding. I can do whatever the hell I want,I’ve got time for myself and I won’t worry about anyone getting mad at me if I talk to a guy or watch anime all day long.

It’s just another day. It’s just….one of those fucking days you’ll forget once you’ve got everything worked out. This problem? Pssh. I don’t even need to activate my trans-am mode to kick your ass. Oh well.

And that ends our blogging for today! Enjoy your anime and remember..



Various Anime + Anime Life: Plamo/PVC collection Coverage.

I’m done with Lockon Stratos’ Cherudim. I’ve taken Web cam AND Digi-Cam pictures. ( I’m not a very good photographer. ) Most of the Gundams are with my dad in Manila. All I have here are the ones I have assembled here in Bicol.

A good view of Haruhi and Cherudim’s date.

A blurred picture of Haruhi , Cherudim and Mikuru.

How sweet~ I feel jealous.. T_T

Awesome view of Cherudim’s rifle. ( SARCASM ATTACK! )

Oh, I just love Cherudim here. I got a nice shot.

This is a blurry picture of what the top of my cabinet looks like.
Flowery Otaku-ish with Mecha mecha madness!

Now for the Digi-cam pictures! ( less comedy, More seriousness. Still , Blurry though. )


You could see the Fragile Flag in the background. At the side , you could see Cherudim’s shields in a barrier formation. At the top side , you’ll see Asakura’s legs peeking. ( Lol. )

More Cherudim:


SEE THE SHIELDS!!! So awesome!! :3 ( The quality of the picture destroys it lol. )



If you haven’t noticed it yet , you could see Exia carrying Asakura. LOL. Behind the PVCs , you can also see a Nogizaka-nyan bookmark from OTAKUZINE!


Aww~ Moe~~ Mikuru-tan is soo kawaii~~ [ Stupid me with low quality pictures. ]

A clearer vision on Exia carrying Asakura. [ Skirtless asakura..AFUFUFUFU~!! ] :3 With..a gundam 00 pamphlet beside them.


( Whole picture. It’s quite messy…>.< )

There you have it~! Once I build Lancelot Conquista, I’m going to make sure I post them!! Bye bye~!!

Anime Life : PLAMO PRESENT!! + Minor News! Code Geass + Gundam 00 + Rant!


For my 16th birthday , my Dad got me two sets of Plamos. I know it’s a weird gift for my 16th birthday but it’s perfect for an otaku like me.

I was surprised when I saw the boxes. Lancelot Conquista’s box was twice the size of a standard Gundam HG box. ( I compared it to Cherudim’s box. )

I wanted to get Guren but only the “Royal Coating Version” was available and it’s like twice the price of it’s original counter-part. So , I got Lancelot Conquista instead. If it were possible , I would’ve gotten Shinkirou or Mordred. ( Mordred is sure to be produced since I saw it at the instruction manual for Lancelot. It had a list of current released Plamos of Code Geass including unreleased ones like Tristan and Mordred. )

The box was very glossy. It’s like , I wanted to seal it away and frame it somehow.Anyway , I just wanted to say that the worst Gundam I’ve ever assembled was the standard Union Flag from season 1. It’s the most thinnest and fragile HG Gundam I’ve ever built. I should’ve ordered Virtue instead. What was I thinking? I mean, Gundam Plamos and Gundams in Anime are COMPLETELY different. LOLOL!

I’m annoyed on how Bandai concentrates on creating MULTIPLE LANCELOT VERSIONS and GUREN and VINCENTS ( ROLO and Guilford versions. ) ( Damn it! They’re the same! DIFFERENT COLOR FAGS! PRODUCE ONE THAT LELOUCH PILOTED! ) WHERE THE HELL IS MY ALBION!? AND MY SEITEN GUREN!? WHERE IS IT!?!

Heads up. There are Trans-Am versions for EACH Gundam that can go into Trans-am mode. Example:

Awesome? But it’s much much cheaper than their Normal mode counter-parts.

Oh, that’s it! I’m just telling you guys how I’m going to be NOT-SO active in this blog because I have so Plamos to build. Quite excited, really. I just don’t know which I will assemble first. Oh, anyway , HAPPY VALENTINES!??!

Anime Life : Catholic School Teachers are Funny as hell.


I know nobody is perfect and all, but if they wanna go around saying that saying bad words are wrong or scold students because of disrespect , oh please. I mean , they always say bad words. In front of us. Right in front of our faces. Actually , I would understand them if they actually said those things. What I don’t understand is that they forbid students to say bad words ( Doy. It’s written in the handbook as one of the offenses ) and yet they say it. LOUD AND CLEAR.

About a week ago , my teacher was so angry at my schoolmate for disrespecting the rules, ( Almost everyday actually. ) The teacher pointed her finger at the student and said “You’re a shit!” Well , it was really funny but if the board of education hears this , it’s not gonna be funny anymore.

A while ago , my Computer teacher got pissed off with my classmate since he doesn’t have a pen . My teacher said “Where is your brain located? IN YOUR ASS!” I laughed again. I mean , these teachers watch waaay to much American movies.

I was a student of the worst class last year which was nicknamed as the “DEMONIC” Class. ( Our class is named after St. Dominic. ) Our very holy math teacher screamed at us like a witch “MGA HAYOP KAYO!!! ” She once ripped the project of my classmate in front of us, which was really really wrong no matter what the kid did to you.

Nowadays , my classmates and I find our teacher’s misery as a source of entertainment. It’s better to laugh at them than to be mad at them, right? It’s their fault they’re like that. They keep on blaming us how tiring their life is. Well , wake up. You’re a teacher. Being a teacher takes dedication.If you keep blaming things on others , you’ll never grow.

That’s the lesson you derive from stupid teachers. Very helpful indeed.

Anime Life: Sleeping saved my day + Exams + Letter from School = O.O

I received a letter from the school that I have committed approximately 28 1/2 absences last year. Those times where they don’t notice that I was gone were not accounted for, so , it’s more than a month’s worth of absences.


Thankfully, the rules have  changed. But I won’t let my guard down. I could be under probation or something. But a talk between my parents and the teachers over the phone might change everything. I told myself not to skip classes ( I keep doing it anyway ) but this time , it’s different. I’ve applied a different philosophy in my life. “It’s better to sleep at school rather than be absent from it.” I’m a frequent sleeper inside my classroom. I don’t force myself to sleep..but when it gets boring , I could sleep while sitting down. I dream about stuff too. My recent dream was weird..I prayed to God through my PSP. Weird. O.O

I don’t feel like studying..but I’ll still study. :3 Goodluck to me lolz.

Anime Life: Funny Thing Happened When I downloaded Gundam 00


I saw that Gundam 00 episode 14 has been subbed and uploaded. It’s new alright. And all I thought was “The new opening! THE NEW OPENING!!?” So , I downloaded it…

Then…it finished.

Played the video.


Damn it. It’s in English. This is season one’s episode 14 NOT season 2. Oh well. It was a good LOL.

Anime Life : Here comes the pain…and a long Nightmare. Will someone wake me up?


School is back and I can’t do anything about it. My outlook on school hasn’t changed but towards life , yes. I am eager to end everything this school year. Last three months. My god. Time flies waay to fast for me. I’m gonna be a senior next year. I hope everything goes well. This is a battle between good and evil. A battle I must win. Or else humanity would lose it’s purpose. I shall put on my battle face and battle suit and eliminate all the homework. Submit requirements and win my bet with my classmate that I would score higher than him on tests.