Anime Life: Yes, it’s normal to feel sad

I feel sad. There. I said it.

I dropped the first semester since I’m moving to manila. Of course, comparing myself to Ryuugamine Mikado is inevitable.  I was all excited about this new life I’m about to take…but now I’m going there soon. I’m slowly absorbing everything and slight annoying words or happenings increase my sadness to a higher level.

It’s not just about one thing. It’s about everything that’s happening recently, compressing itself into one package. Opening it is like releasing Pandora’s Box. Oh, look at me. All emo and fucking negative.

Among everything I dislike, the one I detest the most is being negative. You can’t help it sometimes, right? And I do my best to avoid people when I feel that way because I don’t want them getting my negative aura. I don’t want to cause any trouble to anyone. Especially to people who I care the most. ( Is it who or whom? Fuck my grammar. )

I’ve become attached to some guy I’ve never met in real life, ex-koibito is sending out group messages of how his life is going and I don’t freakin care that’s why it annoys me that much, I’m leaving the place where I was born ( for good. ) and what else? Oh, the thing I love the most is anime. And I feel so freakin sad that I don’t have that same mentality towards it compared to the girl otaku I was before. It must be because of what’s going on in my life lately.

Being single is fucking rewarding. I can do whatever the hell I want,I’ve got time for myself and I won’t worry about anyone getting mad at me if I talk to a guy or watch anime all day long.

It’s just another day. It’s just….one of those fucking days you’ll forget once you’ve got everything worked out. This problem? Pssh. I don’t even need to activate my trans-am mode to kick your ass. Oh well.

And that ends our blogging for today! Enjoy your anime and remember..



Anime Life: I hate Spoilers. Especially the Picture ones.


I hate it. Hate Hate Hate hate it. >.< Grrrr..

What if you were an avid fan of Code Geass and just started to watch it just now? And you just happend to browse the Animesuki forum , hongfire or [insertanycodegeassanimebloghere.] Hmm? And then you found out that Lelouch died. Hmm? What will you feel? I’m glad I didn’t encounter that problem but today, it happened in the form of Gundam 00 Season2.

I was just casually searching for ANIME GIFs when I encountered a reliable source. No, it’s not Animesuki . It’s Hongfire, actually. I was bored since I’m curently downloading Gundam 00 episode 07. ( OMG DID SAJI Louise DIE?? WTF! WTF HAPPENED?!) Then suddenly, I saw a picture that I never should’ve seen. It was a Soma X Hallelujiah GIF. They called it ecchi.  :P ♥ So, that means…THEY MET EACH OTHER AGAIN! AND….HALLELUJIAH WAS DEFEATED? HOW? WHAT HAPPENED?

That’s why I hate spoilers. I get to watch the next episode tomorow and it’ll keep me wondering in school.

Ha-ha! Time to Trans-Am those Bastards. I hope they rot in hell.

Note: I’m talking about my homeworks and projects in school. ^^

Anime Life: Mad.RAGE.TRANS-AM!


Girl: Divine Retribution!!! Argghhh!!!

Boy: Stopp! W-what are you doing, Rikki-chan?

Girl: GAKKOU GA DAI KIRAAAAAAAAAAAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Kirai desu Kirai desu kirai kirai da yooooooo!!

Boy: You hate school?

Girl: What did I just say, BAKA!!

Boy: Easy..Easy..I know you hate this day because of projects so..

Girl: So I’m taking it on you!! PREPARE, BAKA ERO!

Boy: C-chotto!